Nothing to offer

Nothing to offer

Each time I came back from  farthest, 
Each time I returned with  longing to go back to  closeness.
What is there for me...  love! or is it just a temporary romantic schmaltz?
I need the assistance of worldly truth   that lies within me for guidance,
But the addled schooling of the brain couldn't handle these inner conversation which is repeatedly  distracted by preconception thoughts, restricting the concentration of my cogitation.
I try to avoid  wonder,  ultimately I wonder, how will this urban cotton thoughts of mine will inweave the warm remote sweaters of faraway?
Am I afraid that I may get acclimatize there and never come back?
Or am I afraid of trying to run away from  city of reality having nothing to offer?

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